Why must everything be so complicated, why can't life be simple? 

Not much of myself these days well haven't been myself in a long time. Been doing a lot of thinking to myself, refelecting on things on maybe I shouldn't be thinking about, but its hard don't want to get into any details about that. 

Anyways, Christmas is coming up and it's coming really fast.  Tis the season to be jolly...not.  To tell you the truth it doesn't feel like christmas at all, it seems that every year this season/holiday is gradually fading away, people are forgetting the true meaning of christmas.  I don't know maybe it's just me, I want to go to the snow and play, havent been up in the mountains to play in the snow ever since I was a little kid.